Username: erikaheartmychem

Real Name: [none entered]

Location: doncha wish ya knew?

My Website: My Blog

Member Since: March 01, 2008

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About Me: Me in general:

-tallish (not too short, not too tall)
-short brown hair, with shag style
-shy at times, but loud when I rock out
-eat healthy (but with an occasional junk-food splurge)
-i don't eat ham though...or pig of any kind
-love loud music, loud enough to make me go deaf
-music is a way i express myself, so hell yeah i cuss!!
-i get depressed, VERY easily
-not very many people can make me laugh, but please try too, it u think u can
-i hate people who hate emos
-i am emo
-i stand up for what i believe in
-no one can mess with me, and if they do, i will make sure they lose
-i love my guitar
-i hate my life
-I like to write songs, most of them are about my dad passing away with liver cancer
-i like poetry, but it has to be sad, and can't be boring
-i miss my high-school friends who just committed suicide
-am random
-i love to sleep away pain...but i never get to, cuz i am always too tired to sleep

Music that fits me:

My Chemical Romance
Green Day
The Used
Nirvana
30 Seconds To Mars
Hawk Nelson
Finger Eleven
FU-ps
Hinder
Paramore
Three Days Grace
Taking Back Sunday
Billy Talent
Hawthorne Heights
Fall Out Boy
Panic! At the Disco
Relient K
The Killers
Linkin Park

Other stuff:


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Suicide
Life is impossible. Suicide is your way out. Fine -- but before you kill yourself, consider these facts
Suicide is not usually successful.
You know a guaranteed way?
Ask the 25yr old who tried to electrocute himself. He lived. But, both of his arms are gone.
What about jumping?
Ask John. He used to be intelligent, with an engaging sense of humour.
That was before he leapt from a building. Now, he's brain damaged and will always need care. He staggers and has seizures. He lives in a fog. But, worst of all, he knows he used to be normal.
What about pills?
Ask the 12yr old with extensive liver damage from an overdose.
Have you ever seen anyone die of liver damage? You turn yellow. It's a hard way to go.
What about a gun?
Ask the 24yd old who shot himself in the head. Now he drags one leg, has a useless arm and has no vision or hearing on one side.
He lived through his "foolproof" suicide.
You might too. But .. who will clean your blood off the carpet or scrape your brains from the ceiling?
Commercial cleaning companies may refuse the job
-- but someone has to do it. Who will cut you down from where you hung yourself, or identify your bloated body after you've drowned? :
Your father?
Your mother?
Your sister or brother?
The carefully worded "loving" suicide note is of no help. Those who loved you will never completely recover.
They'll feel regret and an unending pain.
Suicide is contagious. Look around your family.
You do have other choices. There are people you can help you through this crisis.
Call a hotline. Call a friend. Call a doctor or hospital. Call the police.
They will tell you there's hope. Maybe in a phone call this weekend. But what you're seeking could be just a minute, a month, or a day away.
You say you don't want to be stopped?
Still want to do it?
Well, then, I may see you in the psychiatric ward later.
And we'll work with whatever you have left. There's always someone who will be there for you to talk things through even if it seems like no one is there for you.
Everything will get better, and it will be okay.
So whenever you are going to pick up that knife, or razor,
just think about all the people you are leaving behind, all the memories, and all the good times.
IF THIS TOUCHES YOU, REPOST IT


The Best Gerard Way Quotes:

“Be yourself, don't take anyone's shit, and never let them take you alive.”

“Your going to come across a lot of shitty bands, and a lot of shitty people. And if anyone of those people call you names because of what you look like, or because they don't accept you for who you are. I want you to look right at that motherf****r, stick up your middle finger, and scream F**K YOU!”

The Story of My pathetic life:
My dad died about a year ago, I lost him to liver cancer. The part that hurts the worst is that I NEVER got to say goodbye, or tell him I love him one last time. After he left me, I went through a major dip in life, depression. So, my mom made me go to a psychiatrist...that didn't do a damned thing. Instead that lady made me feel like it was all my fault. So I started abusing myself, scratching myself till I blead, REALLY bad, and I even cut myself a few times. But no one I know personally knows that. They think I am happy with my life, but if you just look deep in my eyes, you would be able to see all the hurt, all the pain that I am going through. So know I blare my music REALLY loud and just forget about the shit in my life. Its like, all the hurt just goes away, and I can be happy. But if you take my music away, then I would just, feel like dying. Thats ALL I have, its the only thing that makes me smile. Gerard speaks for me, its like he know EXACTLY how I feel, and what I want to say. People are SO damn judge full these days, if a guy wears a little eyeliner, he is either gay, or goth or something stupid like that. But I do not judge people, I see them as they really are. Too add on to the crap in my life, four other bad thing have happened. Two people I know got cancer, and two other people just committed suicide. Why is everyone I love and know either dying or getting ill? Why do bad things happen to such good people? If you know the answer....please....tell me.

Favorite Artists: Fall Out Boy, My Chemical Romance

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