Courtney Love Posts Three MySpace Ramblings, Possibly Comes Out

One of them is actually called "dude/homos." I shit you not.

And, it really wasn't my intention to have two "Courtney Love Is Crazy" posts in one week, but you have got to get down on some of this material.

obsessed culture

plastic surgery wieght sieght platic surgery plastic esiurgery weight- christ i dont remeber it being like this grwoing up i guess weve hjust turned into the culture we were always afraid of turning into look i OWN IT THAT IN MY "OUT SICK" ERA i went too far, i certainly dont have forehead or cheek implants or whtever or a FACELIFT thats insane im far tooyoung! but i did and i OWN THIS, did a trout mouth, with a subtsnce that doesnt fade, so it takes surgery to restore my face to natural, i feel like m,y mouth is too big still so im gonna have to go back and RESTORE it to NATURAL, thats all, iwish it wasnt a HUGE frickin story but its NOTHING>
and yet again i am not a trained TYPIST and i dont have any wish to be, miss perfect typist /grammr teacher so please piss off my nads- id like to work again and id ont want what happened when my judgement was impaired to affect my ability to be expressive and ive grown to like my OWN face the one god gave me, and i want it BACK, perhaps this is the new trend in fact i know three seperate people in public life who are having things rescineded, nose jobs widened, boob jobs out etc, idont like being assoicted with drastic plastic and i just simply and i thought in a donwplaying manner alluded to exploring the concept of perhaps and i say this with zero anticipation becus eit is bloody painful PERHAPS consulting with a very rarefied and very high end surgoen to go back to just ME, i dont lik ewhat i see in the mirror never have i, but i like being content with what i see in the mnirror cosd its REAL, at least...

kudos

pls esplain wahta kudos means? i am putting it out scred shitless bleessyou and nam myoho renge kyo!)( ps you with lung cancer at 38! im so so so so sorry as i sit her smokin does it mean you read it? im atard i know iwa son phine woth head os my Space and iwas klike oi blogged too afarid to ask him actually i hate that workd BLOG iwas talking to poeple on the net when AOL first started !!!!fST fuckit i was the first celeb blogger end of story, ical;led it posting however! pls explainw ahta kidudos is and why the numerioc adsignet som,eomne anyone? a homo? aftyer allthat data fropm the site i feel like i know y all so much better now but what sghocked me ina good way was the homoe percentage, iwas at forst alienated by it cos im sop as i said used to dance homos andused to being homo mraginlised or set tot hr side cos teh cool homos in my gen were rare eve3n tho i was raised by drag queens, and have live din homo culture my whole life im not usd to thi snew demo-----c( dirty word) of under 24 hgay boys! like i sia dimn fucking thrilled, i just go tin my pjs and my body looks great but my face looks gaunt, my cheeks esp, i dont wnna look like wieland, thats too many meds, kets not go there. as wee old friends, he was kind enough to ask me to sing at a velvet revolver album poart y the othe rboght but i did pass, im just not there right now not to mention iwas working, but coulda got out of it- ilike allthos eguys now, except idunno i just gfeel they sorta dont rep me orwhere im at, idont ussually share much boput my exes or my personal life but a film camde up that ive been waiting for for ten fucking years, finally the studio has gone through llthe Julias etal nd exhausted it with that team, all iknow is i havent worked in five years and i dont hav ethe chops to do it without havinga n exckleent director or maybve even dorecting myself in apart this easy, theres load so f rewrites, and i coudl run with this afte rthe tour and do th eplay bit she who does the play always gets fucked fo rthe art in the film, madge has been trying to do this for teo years in thewest end ancd it just fel ion my dammed lap, and mn i wanna do it not mor ethan i wann rock but ive sai dthat vefor ebna dmisse dout on eone of the highest grosses t fiklmns if not th ehighest grosiign film of all time yall got celbrity skin, so did i, but i didnt go do this action sci fi film in the wolds of australia, and i live ot regeret not fdoing thatt hionga sit had sequels nd looked c ool, and c skin had to be mnad eright hten or i wouldve lost my mojo for those songs, or would i?...

dudes/homos

it took me til NYC to accept the factthat there are no dudes in the demo and you know what? FUCKING EXCELLENT! i embrace this! id rather have homos any fucking day being that i am a gay mn trannie any fucking waay. just read your comments cos i dodnt know how to my blogs. swhats a kudos? im talking to the head of my sp[ace and im afraid to frickin ask, but im sooooo over the dudes, like i isaid having opend for metallica ive hjad the dudes and i prefer my frmale sof all ages and my young homos, colopur my ass liza im thrilled! move teh fuck ohvah scissor sistahs, im thrilled on the site you donthavr ot so much desrcibe yoru stykle as maybe your philophy opr jiust something about you what brands you like i dont give a fuck. but the home thing really got me as ove said sinc emy gen of homos allliked dance music and i fel alientated from my peeps as they went off vogueing, it was nnoying at best, by yall have grown up in lt rock nd ahhhhm fucking thrillllllled, never expected it for a sec , but here i coem Logo Advocte Gyuardian, baby!!!!! fey gay an dnot in my way.

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